The title for this blog post is actually wrong. I don’t have a plan for my life.

I do the things I think are right until they don’t feel good anymore and than I look for something that makes me feel good again. Not that I would quit everything that challenges me or would make me grow. No. I do the things I do as long as I have peace for them. As long as I think God wants me there – till I can hear His voice, telling me to do something else.

Generally I think it is a good and God honoring way to fully listen to His voice.

One and a half years ago some one told me, that God will take off the supporting wheels (as you use them for kids when they learn to ride their bicycle). He meant the wheels that were supporting me in making decisions. I wasn’t sure what this meant – at that time – but I can tell you now.
My deep trust in God and that I can hear His voice so clearly, kind of made my a lazy indecisive person. I knew that I would just have to spend time with God and wait until He speaks. If you are wondering whether I am crazy or if I have lost my mind that I can hear Gods voice: It is through Bible verses that come to my mind or thoughts, I myself would never have. That is how God speaks to me.

I always said, that I just have to WAIT until He speaks. But you know what, I don’t want to wait my whole life – and I am sure God doesn’t want this either. And He speaks even if I am not waiting! If you want to go somewhere you need to be in motion.

I had a revelation. It wasn’t easy to understand nor to turn into practice. But it is a life changing God given revelation.

God took the supporting wheels off because I was/ am old enough to decide what I want to do or not. I am not his marionette. I was raised by my parents and I know or always knew that I could ask them everything if I would need their help. But with God I thought that I had to ask Him everything all the time. “God, should I apply for this job?” “God, should I do this?” “God, is it right to attend this class?” WHY? I believe in a God who is greater than everything. Why shouldn’t He be able to stop me if I am on a wrong way. If my aim is to make His truth known, He will lead me, even if I don’t ask Him all the time what I should do or not.

My wish is, that my life fulfills the plan of God. That I can receive His blessings and bless others. It is His plan, my decision and an adventure together.

The next blog post is about “The Way”. I will tell you how I have applied the revelation to my life and what happened.